shes just too much. i helped a patient and i get a fcukin lecture by the Clinical Instructor. one thang i damn bout her is that she lectured me and makin me ashamed in front of my patient. damn her!!! and today shes out to shoot at me again. but thanks to my lovely patient, he saved my reputation. he really told Doris Chan that im a good nurse.. woohhhooo! wa caya lah sama lu uncle! see..! im loved by my patients. that made me soooo happy. :D

these few weeks, ive been really stressed up. met b and weep a few tears of sadness. we are going thru a tough phase in our relationship. we shall hold hands together and run thru this obstacles together. but nonetheless, all happenings are makin so stress.

as b light up his cigarette bud, i plead for a puff. knowin he wont allow, i made a pathetic face and asked for a puff. he relent giving a puff. but i asked for more. then guilty rushed into him for letting me have the puff. im sorry b. i know ive stopped but this is only for this moment. im sorry again syg, i wont do that again, that i promise :D

lets hold hands and stay strong, going through all these obstacles dear.